haiku - LoriB.me

Nikkyo

Goodbye Nikkyo
Our sweet grey friend for so long
I miss you baby

chaos is in me
one step closer to the edge
trying not to fall

chaos confuses
wraps word order wrong and fails
to stop the echo

chaos surrounds me
closing in fog and laughing
when i disappear

alone all the time

i wish i knew how to be

different than i am

painful confusion

i can not think in straight lines

thoughts crash and I fail

kicked hard while sparring

was an accident, but now

it hurts when I breathe

we mourn the lost ones

we honor the brave heroes

we remember them all

trapped inside my mind

three hours to get my shoes tied

unwelcome abyss

socializing is

not always impossible

when in the right crowd

thank you laracon

for making this hardest thing

seem like a good time